My new CNA is a gentle youngen with a strained home life. I like her. She likes my cat despite being black lol. Joe screamed
I finally put cameras in the apartment. It’s too cute watching Joe follow my every step. Tomorrow I get a new CNA bc the old
Today I started care at the eating disorder clinic for abstinence and binge eating. I didn’t feel judged at all. I didn’t feel like my
OCD and Eating Disorders. Art.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Eating Disorders occur together up to 40% of the time. My OCD and my eating disorder have gone untreated because there
Fear of Others Forgetting, Leaving, Criticizing.
To most I don’t look nearly as unhealthy as I am. Will people move on and expect me to keep up bc they think I
What Keeps Me Awake – Fear of letting go
My mind will catch up with me if I turn over and go to sleep. Grief will catch up with me if I allow my
Father. Art.
I keep sighing. My heart is heavy but I keep trying to lift it up. The fatigue is insane. I’m learning so much about how
My hospital bed allows me to sleep well. I can lift the head and feet which helps me rest. Joe turned 15 on the first.
The new nurse practitioner spent the first ten minutes telling me how we may not be a good fit. Finally I said, I never said
People started flooding in around 12:30 pm. My last visitor left at 7pm. In all I had 18 hugs in person and three hugs by